please help me find books, it has to be very sad, dark, emo, people who cut themselves, or committ suicide, or depressed, people who are gay, and are struddling with their sexuality, and peer pressure, and doing drugs, (no vampire books please)

Crank.

I don't think it has ALL those things in it though...

Cut.

It may not have everything you want in it, but there is cutting in it. The main character is a cutter.

Wikipedia search for Cut:

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'Ghostgirl' by Tanya Hurley
'Pretty Things' by Sara Manning

those are two good books u could read. x

Impulse by ellen hopkins

a million little pieces

There is a book called Willow. It's About this girl who cuts her self because her parants got drunk one night and ask her if she would drive. She did and they hit a tree. The parants died she did not. She lives with her older bro with his wife and dater. Then she meats this guy named Guy who helps her with the cuting. I read this book and I have to say it was the best book I have read like that.

ummm mayb try "give a boy a gun"