Pride. I haven't felt pride and confidence in years, but recently I've really buckled down on my writing, and so far everyone who has read it or listen to me speak of it has been interested and loved it. It makes me so happy, I want to have my fire back.
Hm... Cant really think about anything too negative or positive. I guess a strong need to die?
I mean I have had it passively and all, but compared to the past, I really I havent genuinely wanted it or considered it for at least half a year now.
Which is great.
posted over a year ago
Dont worry tho XD Im in a good place and sticking strong with it I feel. There are really only a few things that could probably pull me back to that I imagine so Im good. XD
Honestly? It's been quite a while since I felt genuinely healthy. From my bad habit of staying up when j shouldn't be, to me constantly forgetting to take my meds.... I quite often feel like I have 0% energy during the day. I mean, that's not like that all the time, but you know....
I am healthy, but the fact that I'm terrible at remembering to take my meds is probably going to be the death of me. I'm actually going to start tomorrow.