My sorrow clad in leather and fur...
it seems my heart...
my thoughts, and my soul
return 2 u again.
My trust belongs 2 u and u alone
yet we must live divided and alone....

With trembling hands i held ur life inside u...
the wounds which shown both in...and out...
the 1 who'd left u 2 die
a hidden serpent struck u...
and struggling away from it...
delussions of a friend who'd already gone
up and ran away, leaving death 2 take u slowly
just as it had me when u showed ur face
darkness entangling itself with my soul...

yes, with trembling hands i kept ur life inside u
yet i failed 2 keep u 4 my own...
we have...

I hear a crunching sound coming from an ally. me, being curious by nature, i stopped and looked. there, in the ally, i made out 2 all-to-familiar figures. yep, u guessed it, Mello and Matt. so, now's the time when i run before they notice me. 'sept i'm to late, Matt just looked over. crap...how'll THEY react to me being back? and looking just exactly how i did before i left. well, by tormenting me, of course. just as i think this, they start walking towards me. I sigh....still being an 8 year old...sorda....because I can change how I look at will...so I LOOK like i'm still an 8 year old. “how's...

this is a list of songs that match up 2 my life....and long 1 at that. this is the longest of the 3, i think...

2Pac (or on a 2Pac cd):
wake me when I am free, when your heart turns cold, can u c the pride in the panthers? if there be pain, a river that flows forever, the rose that grew through concrete, in the event of my demise, sometimes i cry, lady liberty needs glasses, family tree, keep ya head up, if i fail

Eminem:
the way i am, lose yourself, like toy soldiers, cleanin' out my closet, soldier, yellow brick road, mosh, we as americans, just don't give a fuck, rock bottom, as the world turns,...

the songs that r about the Kira part of me...L and near call it S Kira...even tho they don't kno it's me because i'm working right along side them...this is also what i think about the world and some of them will make more sence when and if u listen 2 the song. this list will grow as i c fit and is just what i came up with off the top of my head

~Eminem (BME)
Forgot About Dre, Above The Law, I'm On Everything, Living Proof, Take From Me, The Way I Am, My Name Is, Without Me, Like Toy Soldiers, Guilty Conscience, When I'm Gone, Pistol Pistol, Murder, You Don't Know, Tryin' Ta Win, Public Enemy...

Someone To Die For
This shinigami possess Sussie after having watched her since she was 5. since he and Rem seem to rank exactly the same their whole life they're often lumped together as siblings even though no proof exists that they r actually related. they actually seem to act like siblings to it's possible. they are also similar in that they are both emotional.

Death Column/Love & Red
He would gladly give his life for Sussie, but she loves Light. this gives him mixed emotions about Light because, in some ways he resents him because he got 2 Sussie 1st...but on the other hand he makes...

I thought you people should understand some things about me. you see, I'm not phased by much, and you people need to know my life so bad, well here goes. Let's start by saying this, I don't need ur sympathy nor do I want it.

we may as well start at when my problems started. i was 6 when this nightmare started. even before that my father was always cruel, but this time it was way worse then that. it was midnight when i woke up 2 a loud crashing sound in the halls. i jumped up and i ran to the door, since the sound came from that general direction. then i saw a black streak run out the door and...