Many say that candy is a luxary, with its sweet, sweet taste and it's smell. Many others say its a sign of love(chocolate). But what they don't know is that for ever good thing theres a bad thing. There can never be a perfect day. Chocolate is sweet but it makes you fat. Music is wonderful but can make you go deth.(i cant spell)




So now is when you say why can't somthing or some time be perfect? Why, why because it's a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved. You live life then die quiet alone in peace..........




Writen by, Connor Svendsen

to a good soul. rest in peace mr. byars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

walking in the moonlight and
i realize that i am alone.
Or so i think
they say they help me
some of them do
others don't

Thinking about the day
you met them
that feeling of security
is still there
just its a tighter pull
The best kind of friends
are always there
no matter what

Realization kicks in
i know that they care about me
i can't help but be mad
that they are being
very protective of me

is it because i am young?
because i have no experience
because i am ignorant
or because i am dumb enough to make the same mistake twice.
or even 4 or 5 times
they were there
they will always be there
and now i know it

They will always be there
its the best
to have the best friends in the world
cherrish all that they give to you
repect them
because that is what i do now.

DO U REALY KNO WAT
HURT IS YOU THINKS
WEN U FALL OR CUT
URSELF

BUT ITS NOT IT'S
LOSING SOME ONE
U NEED IN LIFE
AND WEN THERE GONE

IT'S LIKE LOSIN HOPE
SOME SAY IT'S LOSING
UR MIDN ITS HARD TO
GANE BACK

UNTIL U FULLY GET
OVER IT BUT THE WORSE
THING IS U NEVER GANE
IT BACK

AND UR STUCK BRAIN DIE
IT BEINGS SO HARD TO
THINK WIT OUT THAT PERSON
U LOSE UR FEELING

BUT TWO SAD & CONFUSED
U GROW SICK OF IT BUT IT
TAKES OVER LIFE SO U
QUIT...
U HAVE NO WERE TO TURN TO SO U HIDE

There was a time in my life
when i opened my eyes and there you were
you were more than a dream
I could reach out and touch you

Man that was a long time ago
There are somethings that i guess I’ll never know.
When you love someone you gotta learn to let them go

When i dream about you
thats when everything is alright
your in my arms here next to me FOREVER
when i dream about you
man you never go away

just close my eyes
wait for my dream
cause I’m still lovin you

How can I get you to see
that I am falling apart...

Since you been gone
I can never be sure
I can ever let go
your love is much stronger than I anticipated,
there are somethings that i guess
I’ll never know

When you love someone
you got to learn to just let them go

Once
Twice
Three times
I'm Out!!!!

It dies for no reason
there they go....
burning off
piece by piece


those stitches that held me together
burning off
what was once whole
dead
dying
GONE
they are GONE
why?? why???
WHY ME?!?!?!?!???

what did i do to deserve this?

Does fate not want me to be happy?

Do i deserve to be happy?

what is the wrong that i have done?
I guess its my fault...
i guess that i will never be truly happy

Darkness creeps into my mind and into my dreams

I'll just learn to deal with it somehow
and find a way to fix it

What is death? A word used to decribe the afterlife? Who knows, nobody just another mystery. People say when you die you go to heaven, nirvana, they even say that your spirit leaves your body for another. I would feel cheated that I was left there by my self, not even my soul wants me.


Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.


Some talk about what you think when you die, they say that your life flashs in front of you. I would think of what is about to happen, i'm going to be nothin thats all just nothin, that is the worst pain.


But that is just what people belive but to me it's just another mystery never to be solved.






Writen by, Connor

What does the word life mean to you? Is it a clock counting down the time you have here on earth? Or is it a word that gives feeling, emotion, sadnes.

What would you do if you had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.

So now you know what I think when I here the word life, just another mystery never to be solved.





Writed by, Connor

if u dnt like my writing then why the hell are u reading this?

Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart

Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely

Burning Burning Burning

My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry

the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm

leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood

I don't have much longer to live

I will sit and wait
until my day comes

red eyes and red arms
awaiting that day to just come

I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone

how could you say we're bffs
and now your an ass who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend

and you pick that bitch ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better


but that bitch knew you
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff

and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of

bffs y try any more
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh

new bff need

I would go to the ends of the Earth for you

My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have you but me
me and only me
Sure you don't want me
but i want you
forever and ever
My Martha...I Love You
You are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice

When i see you
all the dark, bad, images
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once you leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me

They haunt me everyday
every second of my life.
I will Love you forever and always

To you I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
top of you "stalker list"

As long as i am on the top of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I LOVE YOU!!

why laugh at my anger why get angery at my happenese why have emotions if u can
never express ur self
why try to fit in when they laugh at u

why? why? why? try any more than
being myself because myself is not good
enough for my sick twiced world
where your brother take a hoes side
over his sisters and when your happy with your love ones it gone in 1 second and your the

one who loves themthe most but
your just the smart youngest sister that
ever one hates

in my world guy like u and your best friends but he to scard to ask uout and you open your big mouthand mess it
all so go head laugh at my anger
get angery at my happiness i don't care any more just want to die in peace and haooiness
so il put up with it go head laugh.

Sometimes I think of the goodtimes of memories
and say you know Im lucky.I mean like think about it the good is what makes you in a great healthy way ,heck without happyness...We would be like heartless people.I got good friends,nice home,food,clothe and more.also think enjoy the life before your an adult I mean I'm 11 Im enjoying. So even if this doesn't make sence Im just happy Im makeing it!So don't worry be happy now, and be your cheerful person!

Without us the world would be nothing without are happyness.so be happy and enjoy!

Its like you just ran out of life and you can't get anymore back.You look out the window and say you don't live forever its a small period of life in you.Take your worries and thrown them back...No don't it will come back somehow.The world is just not always fair so...be happy while it lasts,because your life is not so good.


But.....maybe there are some good...at least... its like the weight of your life when its good your happy when sad your as dead as a heartless..I don't see why we do all this.It makes more problems as are life ocntinues.

who needs guys they only like u for ur looks
and once you lose them to him
ur his usely old ex girlfriend
and now your bff is dating him


and he likes he better
and now u want to go sico bitch on that
b but u stay calm and just let them have there fun until she rubbin it in your face
then u go sico bitch on that fool

and once you had your fun betting
the shit out of your friend
u laugh at her but he takes her side
and here we go again untilyour bff gets a new
bff and he falls for her and now iyous want to go sico bitch on her but youlet your ex bff
better her up and you move onto
the next hunk you can find

my love life mito

guys are like a bus you miss one another onecomes
and if its late at nite you hop on any thing you can get lol by:gabrielle c.